For the Last Chance

Even I’m tired of this situation, which is confiscated my much time and my free time. Yeah, i’m still. I’m still keep struggling to win that prestigious competition. Pass in every test to go to national-scale. Competite in NTB on next September.

I don’t care to another competitor which is more intelligent than me, I don’t mind to make it difficult. Still i’m believing, nothing is impossible. I have Allah, I have parents, I have friendly teachers and friends. And I believe they will support me, they will send their pray to me.

Those bad experience still linger in my mind. God gave me chance to join that competition when I’m still eight grader. But I wasn’t serious to do the test. And moreover, I was sick when the test was held by the committee. Yeah you know I was failed on that test. I made my teacher sad, and of course my parents too. At that time, I never thought that competition was so prestigious, until I realize it used to be the most prestigious competition in Indonesia for the academic competition when I’m ninth grader. Unfortunately, I couldn’t join that competition because I should face National Examination.

My passion still want to win and get medals in that competition. The difference is I should join for the high school level. Okay. It’s no problem for me. I still keep struggling. When I’m tenth grader, I joined that competition, but yeah high school level isn’t as same as junior school level. When the junoir level the questions also provide the multiple choice, but the high school level never provide the mutiple choice. It’s full of short answer and essay. Of course i should take, and i should answer the question. But I was failed again.

And now. This is my last chance to join that competition. I should win, i should get medals, i should pass in every test to go to the national scale. I should focus, i should keep struggling, i should keep praying. I believe, Allah will grant my pray, and I can go to the national scale and go to NTB. Keep fighting, zu!^^